Tempting Fate
Thursday, August 05, 2004
Ok, so I suck at the updating, but I've been writing more in my notebook. Summer's been okay, camp was surprisingly fun and our team did really well. We won Four awards, I was surprised once more by that. Vacation was long awaited and needed, never once did we have to worry about sending money thanks to Grandma's winning at Bingo. Things around the house have been going pretty good too, so all is well.
Summer's slowly ending thought, I am somewhat glad and somewhat not. Going back is always interesting, summer changes people , I think I changed a lot over this summer. God, a lot, if I really think about it. Not on the outside but on the inside. God, I sound like some chessy poster you seea teacher room "Not on the outside but the inside."
I'm bored out of mind here, summer is getting old, not the whole sleeping in thing though. Well since I have nothing better to do, I'm going.
Wednesday, June 30, 2004
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Everything has fallen to pieces
Earth is dying help me Jesus We need guidance, we've been misled Young and hostile, but not stupid Corporate leaders, politicians Kids can't vote, adults elect them Laws that rule the school and workplace Signs that caution, sixteen's unsafe We really need to see this through we never wanted to be abused We'll never give up, it's no use If we're fucked up you're to blame Let this trainwreck burn more slowly Kids are victims in this story Drown our youth with useless warnings Teenage rules: they're fucked and boring We really need to see this through we never wanted to be abused We'll never give up, it's no use If we're fucked up you're to blame Everything has fallen to pieces Everything has fallen to pieces We really need to see this through we never wanted to be abused We'll never give up, it's no use If we're fucked up you're to blame ^ I like the last line! |
Ah, Dad is home spreading the joy! I can feel the love spreading around.
Well , yet another uneventful day. Ah, the joys of summer! In a week from today I will working my ass off at pom camp. It shall me interesting. Learning our dance, has all ready proved interesting. At camp when we are learning fast with no time for questions, will prove interesting for our team. Cause it seems like we spend half of our time having question. Quite Funny auctaully. Roomies should be interesting, cause no of us really know anything about who we're rooming with. With can be good , but bad at the same time. I'm not really your go, and make friends kind of person. I tend to be anti-social in large groups. Not a people person. That's for sure . Well, I better get back to doing nothing.
Monday, June 28, 2004
Love Song for No One by John Mayer
staying home alone on a Friday
flat on the floor looking back
on old love
or lack thereof
after all the crushes have faded
and all my wishful thinking was wrong
I'm jaded
I hate it
I'm tired of being alone
so hurry up and get here
so tired of being alone
so hurry up and get here
searching all my days to find you
not sure what I'm looking for
I'll know where
when I see you
until then I'll hide in my bedroom
just staying up all night just to write
a love song
for no one
I'm tired of being alone
so hurry up and get here
so tired of being alone
so hurry up and get here
I could have met you in a sandbox
I could have passed you on the sidewalk
could I have missed my chance and watched you walk away
I could have met you in a sandbox
I could have passed you on the sidewalk
could I have missed my chance and watched you walk away
I'm tired of being alone
so hurry up and get here
so tired of being alone
so hurry up and get here
you'll be so good
you'll be so good for me
I know you'll be so good
for me
for me
Saturday, June 26, 2004
Ok, being a lazy ass on this too , cause I'm posting the same thing I did on my blog. Oh, well ......
Grrr... My day was like one of those diagram's you see in an office. The ones where the arrow goes straight up stops, and goes down, way down. The morning was great me alone in the house no one else. Then mom come home good day still , then dad came home. He has this way of rubbing his bad mood off on everyone eles. It's just so pleasent. God, he pisses me off so much. " Why do you two spend money all of the time." Is the sentence I'm blessed enough to hear once a day. God, he sends more money than the two of us conbined. He always brings up moving. And now he wants to cancel the vacation next month. I hate him so much! I hate having no one to talk to about all of this. I miss you Krista!! Come back!
I could talk to other friends, but it's not the same we're not that close. God, most of the time , I can't talk about it with my best friend. I mean you just don't go over to talk to a friend and say, Oh yea by the way my family has money problems. It's a touchy subject. At least for me. I've never even wrote about it on this or my blog. But m aybe it will make me feel a bit better it I get it off my chest. God, why does money mean everything?
Saturday, June 19, 2004
Yea, I been a lazy ass and haven't posted in a while.Nothing really new that the main reason for not posting . Poms season has started. Fun, Fun. 26 girls is way to much on one squad. Last year we only had 3 new girls now we have 23 new to poms. Alot of things needed to me learne. Camp shall be interesting to say the least. I gotta go pick up my crap before my mom has a fit. Write more later
Monday, June 07, 2004
Like the new look? It's the only one that matches my color of text but I like it. Today was another half-day. Ahhh.....school is ending and summer is in the air. I love it. Well I'm going to go make me some lunch.
Thursday, June 03, 2004
Tomorrow is a half day!! ha, ha! I'm so happy bout it. But I have my Soical Studies and English Exams. But it will be easy. I think! Today was interesting. We had locker cleanout. Which is always fun..... I relized that I am the biggest pack rat. I still had those dumb sheets they give you at the start of the year That say " welcome to ________'s" class..... I had so much shit to take home. Not cool. When I got home I watched GH. Ha, Yes I'm a soap addict. Then I went to Elisa's house. There's this path from my sub that leads to her house. She has this riding tractor thing and we had some fun on it. We got stuck in a ditch. Let me say it was quite thee adventure.Good times, Good times! I like talking to Elisa she one of the few people I can really talk to bout anything. And I like that. ah.....Friendship..........
Wednesday, June 02, 2004
ONE FULL DAY LEFT!!!! I"m so happy bout that fact! Three months of nice, lazy, funness. I'm glad this year is almost over. I need a break from everything. But I think I'm going to like next year a little better I get to take funner classes and I don't have to spend that much time around the people that get on my nerves. The only thing I hate about school ending are finals, why must we take them the lasts days of schools? I hate mondays and of coruse I have my hardest exams(math, and bio.) on that day. Fun-ness! Yea nothing really went on today boring day. Umm...... I dislike my French teacher and the person I sit next to in French butr other than that nothing ... Well off it's 8 maybe something will be on. I really hate not getting the paper or the tv guide cause I never know what's on. And I have to sit and flip channels. I hate it......
